Sunday, May 17, 2009



The end of the semester has resulted in a lot of stress. Big surprise! I have four finals in the next three days, and then I'm done with school for the spring. My brain is thoroughly fried, and I feel like throwing it all away, but I'm almost there. I just need to keep my mind on the benefits on what I'm doing, and not get caught up in how overwhelming the long-term plans seem to be.

I am so blessed. I have a wonderful, incredibly loving boyfriend that, amazingly, adores me as much as I adore him; an immensely supportive and adoring family; a place to live, despite the transitional stage that's been in; a healthy mind and body to function from and in; access to an education; and an infinite amount of goals and dreams to accomplish and strive for. Sure, things don't always feel great, but when I count what I've really got and what truly matters, I'm really humbled.


I've been feeling a little overwhelmed by the prospect of medical school--again. I'm going to attribute this largely to the vast quantities of stress that I've been dealing with in the last few weeks, which resulted in me wondering if this is what I want to be going through for approximately the next ten years. It's a challenge, and there are some things about it that I'm not happy with at the moment... which is why I simply need to face the challenge, and make this my own by adapting to it, or making it work for me. Either way, I will not be a victim to something that should be my passion.

Training has been going well. Today was a nice kicker, short but solid. I only had access to a 16kg 'bell, so I did:
-6 minutes of TGU
-3 sets of 40 swings
-3 sets of front squats, 5 R/L
-2 sets of MP, 3 R/L

We did a KILLER workout yesterday in class at the beach. Really tough, we all were feeling it, and we even had a puker. :) Usually a good sign that it's a mean workout in the nicest of ways.

The Warrior Diet has been going well. I feel like I've FINALLY gotten the balance that I've been seeking, which makes me happy. I'm leaning down again which, if I don't sabotage myself, will result in a very happy me.

My cousin got married last weekend, which is where the pictures were taken. Mary Lou, I promised you I'd get him dressed up nicely and that I'd send you a picture -- enjoy! :)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Apparently some woman walking by the class on Saturday said to her friends, "Oh, I've seen these people before! They do these crazy workouts that look like they would kill most people!"

Hahahaha. And the puker... yes... good times.

You and Doug are looking happy! More good times.